the gift

Dutta sir gave me a parker pen as a gift. it will always remind me that i have to do something. something that is very important and essential too.

today is bengali new year and it as my birthday yesterday. so i got this precious gift i shall cherish for a lifetime. 

a quote by Anthony Robbins comes to my mind:

“If you can't, you must. If you must, you can.”

mission microbial culture

stage 1

saprolegnia

these are slide photographs of  saprolegnia fungus that i cultured using streak plate method on PDA(potato dextrose agar) medium in the lab and under the supervision of my teacher Dr. Abhijit Dutta. these fungi were collected from some fish in Sen sir's lab and cultured to get the following results. it was fun doing the culture and also a great learning experience. we will culture fungi from soil in the next stage. when we completed the culture and saw the slides under the microscope, and all went fine, Dutta sir said, "mission successful." 

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microtomy slides of mammalian lungs

a blood vessel got saved elongated

isn't this nice?

another favorite

these are 3 of the best photographs of microtomy slides of the lungs of a mammal (guinea pig) through a 10x microscope taken with my mobile phone- Nokia N72. these slides were prepared by me in my college lab as a part of the syllabus. it was fun doing this, but i really feel sorry for the guinea pig that lost its life for the sake of science. sorry piggy! we really miss you. 

its my birthday

its my birthday! 

moods of my life

below are four of my most sorted close-ups, showing the most favorite emotions i show often. check out and please leave your comments or reactions. looking forward to have your comments.

moods of my life

intensity

moods of my life

the instant budhha

moods of my life

bowing to life

moods of my life

the 3F mechanism

book

They say life is like a book; 

I am not any ordinary book with pages 

you will not find perfectly printed words in mine. 

I am a book filled with pictures 

squiggly lines, in different shapes and sizes, 

and it is you who colors me in, 

when you love me, it's beautiful and spontaneous, 

the pages are colorful and alive, 

when you hate me, you take your sharpness, 

and scribble over me roughly, 

Ripping right through the pages of my heart,

but it seems there's an endless supply 

of paper in this book of mine; 

for your love will continue providing. 

until the very end of my time.

who am I?

I am Anonymous.

I am 22 years old.

I am a student, a lover, a brother, a son, a friend,

And half of the time, I don’t know what people want of me.

I am confident of being self-conscious

But self-conscious of being confident.

I love to sing (as long as it’s in the shower)

I love to dance (as long as I’m in my room)

I love to draw (as long as no one will see it)

I love to write (as long as no one will read it)

I love to act (as long as no one’s watching)

I love to cry (as long as no one’s near)

I love to talk (as long as no one’s listening)

I love to scream (as long as no one can hear)

I wish I could figure out my place in

My family, my group of friends, my love.

I hope to find my place in this world.

I don’t understand why we cry for joy

Or live to die.

I adore life

Because there’s so much to see and do.

I hate life

Because it’s bound to end.

I take the bus just to watch people.

I’d rather be alone.

My life's been a downward spiral for the past five years. 

It's like a nightmare that never ends. 

things not working out,

and possession getting lost

I have an obsession with eyes

Simply because they can tell you the most about someone.

I call them

“The Window” to someone’s soul. 

 

i want my girlfriend to be with me 24*7, to take care of me,

as i will do.

I filled my room with cushions and pillows

My favorite spot is still on the couch in the corner of my room.

I’m deadly afraid of clowns

I love the circus.

My life goal is to bring my Chucks around the world.

I laugh at how

Nobody is a pronoun

Anonymous can replace a name

Indescribable is an adjective

Undone is an adverb

My favourite character is Superman

But I don’t have a hero

At this point, I don’t think anyone could save me. 

I have one reason to keep myself alive. 

Kick cancer's ass. 

Some think that I’m strong 

Confident

…Myself.

I care too much what others think

I wish I could be how I want to be

When I want to be. 

I hate when people compliment me 

Saying that I’m fat

No matter what, I’ll still think I am not.

People say that I’m “emotional”

Just because of the way i talk to them

They think I’m selfish 

Because I won’t let them in. 

They don’t know me.

They know nothing. 

They don't that I'm constantly living the worst day ever

Or that I would die for my best friend in the blink of an eye.

They don’t know what’s going through my mind. 

I am UN-UNDERSTANDABLE.

They don’t think the rumors torture me

Because I block them out. 

They don’t think the whispers hurt

Because I pretend I hear nothing. 

They don’t think the stares burn

Because I act like I don’t see them. 

Whenever I get mad,

I write letters to people expressing how I feel.

I never send them

Because I can’t bring myself to hurt their feelings.

I lie awake at night

Wasting time

Thinking about how much of our life is wasted

Just by wasting time.

I don’t get how we can spend time sleeping

Right after saying that life is too short.

I’d rather stay up with friends.

My best friend is not here

Life would be so much easier without her

No love,

No fights,

No pressure.

One of my worst fears is darkness

It’s one of the only things that keeps me calm.

Music calms me too.

and so does my love.

Without music, I probably would’ve gone crazy by now.

I couldn’t sing if my life depended on it

I’m in choir.

The most important thing in my life right now?

My love.

We play, laugh, cry, fight, talk.

We live life to the fullest.

I know her better than myself.

She knows me better than I do.

The thing I want most of right now are answers

The thing I have most of right now are doubts.

My name is Anonymous, and this is 2010.

I don't know who I am, 

do you?